my most precious desire

A d e s i r e
a light, feather like,
tender desire..
born from a glance ,
it floated in the air
lightly a bit here, a bit there
before even i could realize,
slowly it dissolved into the inner me..
it floated and giggled
through the dark rooms of my soul
brightening all the way..
my sweet little desire,
that veered my mind
from all those beliefs
those black and dark beliefs..
the desire,
which changed the way
i stared at the world
and poked me to smile the moments..

some cautioned,
it would never happen
and some threatened
they wdn't stand beside
but i knew
it would happen if
you believed in me
and if we believed in my desire
i dreamt the smiling me
coz you were beside me
in the dreams, we were
smiling,
smiling together
it was so beautiful..
But now!
Now that you
don't believe in my desire,
now that you act as if
i did just sin and not desire,
with tears in my eyes
and with a sagging ocean inside,
i am blowing this feather away
away from me
away and away to a strange
unknown land where i can never see..
never see my desire
this little white feathered desire
my most precious desire..