FULL STOP

clear blue sky around
light breeze on face
no smothering thoughts
when the breeze stops for a rare moment..
birds sing from real far
have never experienced this..
this ecstatic calmness
could feel my heart so fresh and so void
as if i was just born
there was nothing to tie me down
it is me and only me ..
the trees, the mountains all looked so tiny
clouds hiding something behind them
another mountain? or yet another emptyness ?
could see the horizon around me
the end of everything ..
is this the solution or is this the destiny
am i losing everything
or am i losing everything which i wanted to
my trait has been
never to go back to closed doors or decisions
this in my mind
i released myself into the air
away from everything i had been tied down to
away from all the tunes i was made to dance to..
the wind was tearing and screaming
it was joy...the atmost
was moving down fast and furious
thought it was the liberation from thoughts
liberation from all the pain
..untill how silly, in that precious little time too
i saw your mysterious smile
and i still wondered
this smile, was it ever genuine?..
and .